im sad,
i dont know what to do
it feels as of im split into two

im confused,
where is she gone?
but shes back.
the empty thoughts.
the day light breaks,
the only thing keeping me awake; morning breaks.
morning breaks you felt with me, morning sunrise feel the brezze.
i feel something crawling up on me.
its the feeling of pain, it can never stay away.
why must i pretend everythings okay
when i know youre two calls away?

the highs always end with a low for fucks sake i shouldve known.
i knew it was coming
i wasnt prepared
i thought that thing died along with thoes pears?

i saw a piegon
maybe a few;
its a useless life chasing after food.

but what do i do
when theres no you?
where did she go?
what was that feeling?
who couldve known?

ill sail away,
find a cano and stay.
in the motherland and let it seep in my veins.
feel strain of my ancestral dimenstional physical and mental strains.
its a different life living so far away.
a question i must ask,
an awnser ill recive.
lets do it!

theres a bridge right infront on me!


it reminded me of that time,
when i had a gunpointed at my eyes;
it felt as if i were about to die.
it felt right,
it felt nice.
like that time you held my hand



and told me;




everythings going to be alright.